Featured Poem:
Comfort Woman's Gold
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Featured Poem:
Comfort Woman's Gold
1.
When she was twelve, soldiers came for her,
dragged her into the back of a grey truck.
She counted the number of blossom trees
between her home and the barracks: 87.
Every thing that gave her
peace in that place, she named a god:
“You,” she said to the miso soup, “are the god of bellies.”
“You,” she said to her sisters’ back, “are the god of warmth.”
“You,” she said to the cricket, “are the god of funny music.”
Comfort Woman believed her gods slept
when the soldiers took her every night.
She would not believe that they had abandoned her.
She would not believe that a bayonet was better than a man.
She learned to love the smell of bleach in hospital pillows,
found salvation in a spoiled rice grain.
“You,” she said to her scars, “are the god of memory.”
“You,” she said to the lice, “are the gods of sharing.”
“You,” she said to her shame, “are the god of humanity.”
The tatami never became a good bed, Comfort Woman was
a princess who could feel the pea and the springs.
The day the soldiers cried she knew the war was over.
Only the end of war could keep them from her sisters,
prostrating themselves in suicide positions in the dirt,
brimming with honor and despair.
She had seen that kind of face before.
For Comfort Woman the war would never be over.
“You,” she said to their tears, “are the god of retribution.”
“You,” she said to the river, “are the god of baptisms.”
“You,” she said to the distant train whistle, “are the god of freedom.”
2.
I saw her where I work,
trying to find the barcode on a video,
helped her without request,
traded gestures until we found our tongue.
She left the room, then returned, saying,
“Coffee break. You are so kind,”
Four pieces of candy sat, warmed my palm.
Comfort Woman does not believe in unpaid kindnesses.
Comfort Woman prayed to fifty-two different gods back then,
and still lights incense to most of them.
Some of them did not follow her to this place.
Some of them changed faces and bay at the sun.
I unwrapped a lemon drop immediately,
set it on my tongue in front of her.
She needed to know that her treasures would not end up
at back tables in staff rooms or slipped into trash cans.
She needed to know that I believe in the same gods she does.
She needed to know that cricket song sounds the same to me,
and that her treasures will never just be candy.
“You,” I say to paper, “are the god of fortune.”
“You,” I say to the pen, “are the god of chance.”
“You,” I say to Comfort Woman, “are the goddess of love.”
1.
When she was twelve, soldiers came for her,
dragged her into the back of a grey truck.
She counted the number of blossom trees
between her home and the barracks: 87.
Every thing that gave her
peace in that place, she named a god:
“You,” she said to the miso soup, “are the god of bellies.”
“You,” she said to her sisters’ back, “are the god of warmth.”
“You,” she said to the cricket, “are the god of funny music.”
Comfort Woman believed her gods slept
when the soldiers took her every night.
She would not believe that they had abandoned her.
She would not believe that a bayonet was better than a man.
She learned to love the smell of bleach in hospital pillows,
found salvation in a spoiled rice grain.
“You,” she said to her scars, “are the god of memory.”
“You,” she said to the lice, “are the gods of sharing.”
“You,” she said to her shame, “are the god of humanity.”
The tatami never became a good bed, Comfort Woman was
a princess who could feel the pea and the springs.
The day the soldiers cried she knew the war was over.
Only the end of war could keep them from her sisters,
prostrating themselves in suicide positions in the dirt,
brimming with honor and despair.
She had seen that kind of face before.
For Comfort Woman the war would never be over.
“You,” she said to their tears, “are the god of retribution.”
“You,” she said to the river, “are the god of baptisms.”
“You,” she said to the distant train whistle, “are the god of freedom.”
2.
I saw her where I work,
trying to find the barcode on a video,
helped her without request,
traded gestures until we found our tongue.
She left the room, then returned, saying,
“Coffee break. You are so kind,”
Four pieces of candy sat, warmed my palm.
Comfort Woman does not believe in unpaid kindnesses.
Comfort Woman prayed to fifty-two different gods back then,
and still lights incense to most of them.
Some of them did not follow her to this place.
Some of them changed faces and bay at the sun.
I unwrapped a lemon drop immediately,
set it on my tongue in front of her.
She needed to know that her treasures would not end up
at back tables in staff rooms or slipped into trash cans.
She needed to know that I believe in the same gods she does.
She needed to know that cricket song sounds the same to me,
and that her treasures will never just be candy.
“You,” I say to paper, “are the god of fortune.”
“You,” I say to the pen, “are the god of chance.”
“You,” I say to Comfort Woman, “are the goddess of love.”
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