Multi-talented writer, poet, actor, media personality Eric Miyeni's third and latest offering Mandingo! A Poetic Journey with Eric Miyeni, has been described as honest, raw and compelling. It follows the success of O!Mandingo!, The only black at a dinner party and O!Mandingo! Before Mandela was Mandela, which were launched following the phenomenal response to his e-zine. The work of Soweto-born Miyeni centres on black pride, black strength, black unity and black prosperity.
I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong I did you wrong my love
When I read me out loud
While the book open to read was you
When I said you were strong
In a manner that left you feeling weak
When I spoke at the top of my voice
And built a barrier to your beautiful words
When I extended my hand to lift you up
When what you really needed was to sit right down and rest
When I finished your sentences
Taking away your only right to be who you are in my presence
When I cracked a joke to stop your tears
When grief was truly your soul's need at that time
When I over-injected your dreams with my passion
And thus took them away from you and made them mine
When I looked through who you are
To worship whom you could be
Because I did not love you right
While I blamed you saying you loved me wrong
Because I could have taken so much less from you
But I took so much more
But I hurt me more because you hate me now
And I could have made you love me
Because in hurting me so
I must have given you more hurt than pain can give
It is as clear to me as lightning in a thundering night sky
I did you wrong
I know it now and it takes away my desire to wake up and reach out to kiss the sky
Because I allowed a little smoke
To stop us from making a bonfire of love to block the winter winds
Because I was in such a hurry to watch you grow
I never left you alone to dictate a pace of your own
Because I loved you with so much heat
I burnt your space to love me back
Because I loved you so much
I could not be secure enough to trust you with my eyes closed
Because I said I would take you away to lover's land
But look, I took out the map to hell and played navigator
Because I could love you right, now
But your love is gone and I am here, alone, clutching at phantoms in the dark